emotions...

so many things had happened, just in these two weeks...first, is the CNY, second, is our school sports day, third, the drawing competition which may will affect my future, n lastly, my mum's health.....i'm in a mess now. well, not really, just the feelings...it's all cramped together with happiness n sadness n fear. O.o''' CNY was fun, coz i got many ang pows n visited my frens; sports day was fun too, esp on the second day. i was very crazy with my other frens: ran around the stadium, sang karaoke, n finally made him happier. as for the drawing competition..i guess i sud call it a design competition. if i win it, n hopefully, i'll get a full scholarship to further my studies in LimKokWing Uni...so, i really gona unleash my full potential, just to win this. n now, my mum is in the hospital, still having the operation i suppose.. she looks so worried n sad n scared....my sis keeps trying to cheer her up, saying tat it'll be ok n over soon. keeps telinn her to smile. but i cant do that...i duno..i don even dare to bring up the topic to her, scared tat it'll worsen her spirits. so i just kept quiet, smile at my mum, n do wad i'm suppose to do, help her with the house chores, study hard n be a good gal..these are all wad i can do now....

mum...dont worry, we will owez be with you. n yes, be strong, mum. you can do it. coz you are the greatest mum in this whole world...