20090417

ramblings!

i feel guilty...

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just because my left hand is handicapped and i can't play well when it comes to L4D versus mode. i always screw up the whole thing and brings trouble to my team mates, whether i'm on the spawn or survivors side. I JUST CAN'T EVADE OR ATTACK FAST ENOUGH!!!

right. i know it's just a game and should be chill with it. but i can't escape the fact that i delay/screw up everything =_= especially when my friend is already there inside the game to guide me and tell me what to do. you guys have 5 fingers to move your character around. i just only have one O.O''' that is just not fair.

which reminds me, that when i played the other day, one guy was attacked by Smoker, and i was standing kinda far from that guy and damn i was surrounded by zombies too! that guy died in the end, and when the game restarts (we all died) he blamed me. saying that i duno how to aim and shove the zombies away. i told him i'm a girl and i'm handicapped. he replied:"that's y i say you're a noob." celaka~!!! i was about to press the button "C" and defend myself when a smoker dragged him again. this time only me saw it and saved him. Hah! thn i got dc from teh game. eeesh.

anyway. just wana let out my frustration. =_= i'm happy when i meet players who don't mind about my problems (being slow in the game) , but when i meet those who just think about themselves, i can just let them die when spawns attack.

still. i feel guilty for letting my friend down in the versus game just now. he made a slot for me in the game, and halfway playing i decided to quit. i'd brought them too much hassle.

life isn't fair for me when it comes to games like this.

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and you think my holiday is just playing L4D and Pet Society and Restaurant City all day round?

wrong. i do my assignments at day and only play games after midnight. i'm a very discipline girl XD

uuuuuuurrrrrgghhhh~!! still feeling frustrated. next time don't ever invite me to play versus, coz i'd bring hell to my own team mates. raaawwwrrr!

3 comments:

pui said...

wow, play L4D game eh. I have not play this game yet. If I play now sure lousy and slow too. Sure same will be scolded "noob" by players too. xD

eiChi said...

ah~!go play go play~! thn next time we can play togteher XD

ern said...

Wow.. the game's getting popular~~ i dint play but watch the intro. very kintio la >.<