an hour with gradient...had taught me a lot! XD

ok, during the 'relax time' yesterday..erm..yea...I'D BEEN STUDYING ALL DAY LONG~~~~true... XD....so i played with my photoshop..trying to improve my skills...n TADA~~~~

*p/s!!!! this is my FIRST TIME to use GRADIENT in photoshop!! O.o''' before this, i didnt even know where;s the gradient button is!

time to lift the limit...






















lol..i'd never have thought that,
this test has actually come to me this soon...

the test i'm talking about is not a school test (which i'll hav one next week..duh..)
it's not an ordinary test that you see every day either,
it's a huge test..
yes, a huge one
even larger thn undying-kun's XD

this test
is so huge
that may affect my future
that may change my personalities
that may change my outlook towards life
that may change me become a strong woman
mentally or physically
and this test is making me become more mature now...

yes..God is testing me, testing her, n the rest of my family now
He is testing
how well are we gona cope with this situation that he had given us
how are we gona improve
and how strong can we get

oh yea..
i mustnt give up
WE mustnt put our arms in the air
i must be strong
to prove that i'm capable
in striving all my aims
and get myself out of these mess
WE must be strong
to prove that even we're in a mess
we can get out of it, proudly
to prove that
we CAN accomplish the tasks
that are given by him!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ (^_^)

when nobody's home...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok...back to work... = . =

Relax time!

been doing homework for about 3 hours..so now..... *feeling a bit guilty* hahaha!

You Are Coke

A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer. Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party. Your best soda match: Mountain Dew Stay away from:Dr Pepper

What Kind of Soda Are You?

oh yea~~ i'm a coke! love coke!!! XD

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

cool...random violence...lol...

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

oooo yeah~~ very true!!!! (^_^)

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger. You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause. You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you! A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

erm...am i?? anyway, agree on the last sentence..XD

WHAT?!

erm...yea..WHAT?!

me and my 3 buddies just had our English oral presentation today, and our topic is AIDS. so we decided to play a short sketch first b4 toking about those AIDS facts...

our very 'flowery' teacher (OFT) : " Eichi,i give you 29 out of 30. coz you tok slightly faster, like the western way. it is good, coz you can speak eng fluently, but most of your frens couldnt understand wad were you saying during the play..."

oh...ok...continue...

OFT : " while Siang Ling and Ruth were very perfect, so i give them 30..."

O.o''' ok...tat's great..continue...

OFT : "siang ling is very good. she is very effective, can make ppl laugh, and she used a wild range of vocabulary with no grammar errors-

ok ok..hold on~ she used wild range of vocab with no grammar errors? i admit tat her english is better thn mine, but it was me who wrote the script! O.o''' ok, i was thankful enough towards my teacher for not cutting marks after i'd done sum errors during the actual play, n i think ruth deserves to get full marks for it...but she used a wild range of vocab n the grammar stuff... O.o''' hey!!! it's not fair!!! i wrote the whole script (except for Cindy n Ruth's part) n she just memorised it n acted! = . =

i know i'm abit 'small tempered'' about this matter...and i have no grudge upon my best bud siang ling...but if you were me, you'd feel the same thing, dont you? sigh ~.~

anyway, another thing that made me say WHAT?! again was, sum of my frens sed that i purposely TRIED to immitate the western accent n failed... O.o''' wtf? i duno how u judged me for the failing part, but i purposely tried to immitate??? excuse me, i was usin this kinda accent since Form 1 (after watching Harry Potter for duno how many times...almost bcome uncountable), and it's very difficult for me to change it anymore. or maybe u felt jealous of me? XD kidding kidding~~ but if u say that i purposely try~~~ again... >:3 *hmmph*

that's all for today. thank you (^_^)

jiak lak!
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*news taken from thestar.com*

Braless order at school
STUDENTS of a secondary school in Singapore, who were recently found to be wearing coloured bras to school, were forced to go braless, reported China Press.
According to the daily, the school only allowed students to wear white, beige and light grey bras.
The daily said most of the affected students were caught wearing coloured bras during a Physical Education class
They were forced to remove the bras in the bathroom, which were then confiscated.
Describing the action as “too much”, the daily quoted the students as saying they were mortified, more so as male teachers were present.
The daily said a school spokesman admitted that those who had given the order had “gone overboard.”
She said the school had decided to provide white bras for those flouting the rules.
The daily also reported that several schools in the republic were taking different approaches in dealing with the matter.
One school was already selling bras to students.
Others had informed the parents before asking the students to leave the school to change their bras.
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LOL...and i just wore a pink one today...

本人非常stupid的philosophy
















有一天

魔鬼遇见了天使

"你干嘛在这里?"

"我怎知啊?人家说有你就有我啊!"

"瞎说!我是负,你是正.我们根本就是差天差地的!"

"就是因为这样,我们更应该是在一起的,来平衡人们的内心世界呀~"

"啊啊啊~什么胡言乱语.烦死了.你快走开,离我越远越好!"

从此

天使与魔鬼便不再遇见,各走各的路

结果...

神经病院里每月需增添几张床了...

>这就是本人今天刚刚领悟到的道理.看不懂我所要表达的东西?哪再慢慢的想吧~<

-eiChi乱写-

Touka Koukan 等物交换

aaah...my sis is going to Dubai next morning with her partner for a week..working of coz, not travelling. and she doesnt know about mum's current condition yet, which is quite bad...the report will be out tomolo, but the doctor had told my mum tat the virus (breast cancer) had already started to spread even before they had taken it out. so...i duno..dad n mum didnt wana tell me much. but i know my mum is suffering badly right now. she keeps thinking about negative stuff..while me n my sis had oledy tried our best to cheer her up...right now, i cant think of anything to say to her, but onli to smile at her...sigh...somtimes i really wonder...am i destined to deal with all of this, just to make me more stonger in life?

first > my dad had made a big mistake, which brought us to live in this so called 'home'...

second > sum of my relatives look down on us, and taunt my mum alot, just bcoz they think they are rich.

third > my grandma had passed away last year, which made a huge impact to my family (this is too complicated...you guys wont understand our situation..unless you're in my shoes)

fourth > my mum's heatlh...this must be a joke. i mean, God, do you really like to play with us? we had suffered a lot already, and now you think it's not enough? aargh~! sumtimes i felt jealous of my frens...they hav their own house, which they truly belong to; their family arer happy, with no worries at all; they get to fly from this place to another place, while we can onli reach until Kuala Lumpur, onli when i'm involved in the national level drawing competition; i'm jealous that my frens can go home after school by car, that they can go everywhere they want. they hav no problems with transportation!

is god fair to everyone? my sis used to tell me that, when He closes the window, He'll open another door for us. she told me when i was still wondering why am i onli hav one arm. this is quite true, coz He has given me talents. talents in art and music, or maybe more, which i shall uncover them myslef in the future.

there's an anime called Fullmetal Alchemist. the story is set in an alchemy world, where ppl got the talent to break down certain things and tranform/make it into sth else. for example, they could transform a metal stick into another metal stuff just by drawing a symbol around that thing. Alchemy though, is science, not magic. and with all sciences there are laws that must be followed. in this case, the law is 'Touka Koukan', which means equivalent trade. that is, you must giv in sth to achieve another thing. and i just hav a thought. maybe this equivalent trade happens in our real life too...between us human n God. we must sacrifice to get the things we want. maybe these are the challenges that God givs us to face n cope with, to exchange for a better life in the future. who knows? although i'm suffering right now, i believe that my fate will change in the future. yea..maybe this is wad actually happens...equivalent trade.

*returns to the old crazy-eiChi- self*

Yup, i believe it is...'touka koukan'..nice word, dont you think? bwahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! XD so lets be prepared to erase my past life n write a new one! yes~ (^O^)

entau kia!






















LOL~~ so this is me thn...i'm right all along XD

You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it. You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive. Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself. You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

今天的天空真的很灰耶~!

aaah~~ keep raining last week..thn this week suddenly very hot..thn today the sky looked so dark...later in the morning...cats n dogs are pouring down...sick....

1. to HER
aiyah~ if u want to have a part so much, thn write the script urself lah!! ppl very tired oledy u know? n u 'tiu tiu tiu' there = . = sigh....this girl will never change her attitude...

2. to HIM
ahohoho~ now u lose ur confidence oledy ar? haha~ last time u was like 100% sure ur design will get picked leh! haha~ but better dont lah, dont giv up first. btw, i didnt say anything to ur design, it's just that i want a completely different layout n design for the school mag this year. this is the reasoni join the sidang redaksi ---- REVOLUTION!!!! bwahahahahahahaha~~~
btw, this is my design :p















3. to all my frens
wahlau eh~ yesterday so jiak lak. the duno which university gave us a 'shocking' survey to do -------- our sex education O.o''' shocking~ everyone in class was like going nuts n lafing like wad! so sickening questions such as had u ever do sex b4 n how many times or sth to do wif homoseksual n thn got mati pucuk oso...we even searched for sum sickening BM words in dictionary to answer tat survey. for example..'melancap'...*sigh* n this particular word had changed the whole class.....we started to play with this 'melancap' word whenever we could...purposefuly ask our PJK teacher wad it means..thn he told us briefly...suddenly MK asked him to show us an example...we all laughed...thn the teacher told us another name for melancap, which is 'onani'.....thn this 'onani' bcame the second most popular word used in 5I, the first one is of coz 'melancap'....O.o''' wad to do? we are so seriously brain polluted.

btw HK, thnx for lending me money to buy tat book!! haha~ like u so much! n ur acting too!!!!! XD