20061130

I feel good~ :D

Nyaaaaa~~ most of us screwed our chemistry paper 2! haha! asked so many 'suku' stuff, all very unexpected and confusing one! but thn paper 3 came to the rescue! couldnt believe my eyes when i saw the question for experiment! waha! so darn happy right now! :p

*chucks my chemistry books into the tong*

yesh! tong increases 10 kg!

go go study Moral so that can watch TV tonight! Ha!

Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan~~~~~ :DDDD

20061129

SPM has come and is going soooooooooooooooooooooon :)

T I R E D

tired of chewing up the books, tired of fillin up my brain with formulae and other info as much as possible, tired of thinking, tired of writing, tired of everyday wake up facing another paper from hell...and the blazing HOT weather nearly dehydrated me, making me feel like a dead fish when i was answering the questions. physics questions somemore....=_= damn the hot weather....

*splash splash bath bath bubbles bubbles!*

RAWRL~~~ IT'S GONNA END SOON!!!!! 3 MORE SUBJECTS TO GO!!!!HIAK HIAK!!!!

one more stack of books had been thrown into the big 'tong'! muahaha! (Hilary sed he wana open up a party on the night of 4th Dec and together we can burn up all those books! Muaha! principal knot catch us anymore~ n the environment won;t say anything to us! ha! but we all know that he's just joking :p)

ok ok, so how's my add maths and physics papers? lets see...MT paper one..not bad...got confidenceto score really well...hey! i finally figured out how to solve all those 3 logaritma questions!!! nyahaha!! so happy :D i used to get all those questions wrong last time!!! but then when it came to paper 2, i forgot how to solve some easy questions such as the fungsi one...and also the taburan binomial....grrr....but who cares? it's over! wweeeeee~~

then this morning..wait..is..this whole day, we had physics. and with the company of HOT weather....i'm very grateful that i still survive from this insane 'war'. really, i was thinking of tearing the paper apart when i was havin the paper 3 this afternoon O.o'''. anyway...paper 1? it was so much easier thn those i'd did in tuition, even my frens sed so! i'm the first to come out of the classroom, 25 mins earlier :) followed by sum of my frens. but sumhow i regretted it when i found out that i had 3 mistakes. one was careless mistake, one was...i thought i knew but actually didnt =_=..n the other one was...got confused with the answers given :p but it's just 3! no harm done! hehe! until the evil murderer of physics paper 2 came ..... we were all so shocked to see they asked about daya paduan thingy as we didnt expect that to come out! n i think i lost 6 - 8 marks out of 10 from that question.....sux. the others were still ok for me. n i'm actually very happy that i know how to answer the perintang peka cahaya and also the teleskop thingy! nyaaaa~~ :D as for paper 3..lidat lor..i did two experiments..just in case one doesnt turn up really well ..hehe :p

tomorrow is chemistry..one of the subjects that i hate most..n sux most =_=''' but i'd did many many many many many exercises during the last few weeks n had revised it many many many times....it'll really be a miracle for me if i can understand n answer the questions asked. :)

well, enuf of blogging! time to recharge my energy for tomorow's war! zzzzzzzzzzzz

20061126

I KNOW I'M STILL VERY CHILDISH!

i'm naive
i know nothing about the market.
i know nothing about them.
but at least let me have my own little views and imaginations.
at least let me have some aims i want to achieve in life.
at least let me have them for now.

lecture me after SPM.

period.

*edited 27th Nov*

erm...u guys can just ignore the thing i wrote above. i wasn't in a really good mood that time ^.^''' so erm...FULL SPEED AHEAD EVERYONE!!! Add Maths, Physics, Chemistry, Moral n Biology. just kick their a** and victory is ours~! XD

20061125

random stuff : PLKN

the PLKN list is out! don't worry, i'm not selected la~ even if i do, i can show them my OKU (Orang Kurang Upaya) ID and they will release me~ Muahaha! (when i told this thing to Milton, our class very quiet n shy genius, sed he oso want the ID too, coz he got selected =_=) most of my frens are placed in either the 1st or 2nd batch...the 3rd batch one...just duno who they r..hehe :p

izit a good thing or a bad thing to be selected? i duno. it depends on the person who is going. personally i think it'll be a very good experience for us all la. u know, u can actually play around with guns (Hilary's fav =_=''' n lucky him got selected, bt he thinks joinin this is wasting his percious time), do all sorts of dangerous stuff, build up ur muscles, etc etc. but somehow i also agree with Hil. this PLKN business is quite 'gei liaw'. i mean, it's just 3 months! for those who got placed in the 1st batch are really the lucky ones, coz they start their training on January and ends at March. after that, they can either start theit uni life or do sumthing else. as for those who are placed in the 2nd or 3rd batch, i 'kolien' them. they'll hav to wait for a few months or even a year (esp the 3rd batch, wic starts at June n ends at Sept) . the training time for them is very 'alang-alang'. they cant go to uni yet n even if they do, i heard that they must leave their studies n come back for the training. *tut* la.

hyuu~ hyuuuu~~ so happy that i'm free from this! for those who got selected, i wish you all the best (sounds like Putit..) and enjoy the training. n to Clement@Chouji, must loose some weight after PLKN arr~ u promised urself one. lolz :p

Add Maths, Physics, Chemistry, Moral and Bio are the only 5 subjects left! must really gambate o! last exams of our highschool days :) FULL SPEED AHEAD~~

20061121

a lil bit of whining

lalalalalala~~

KABOOOM!!! bullets and bombs flying everywhere~~ aaaargh~! the tanks are coming in! no NO! stop it! Yamete kurei!! AAARRGGGHHH~~



History paper 2 is a quite a catastrophe =_=

*after the exam*

"OH YESH~! NO MORE SEJARAH IN DA FUTURE!!! but AARRGH!!!! I 'CHA' KUEH TIAW JUST NOW ARR~~"

this is the first History test that i goreng alot of kueh tiaw, kolomee, even got rojak.. added in some more spices..threw some shit init...and out come a very delicious duno wad 'sai'!

it's not like i didnt study histrory at all. in fact, I'D READ IT FOR LIKE 6 TIMES ALREADY!!! it's just that, the questions that came out were all very unexpected questions...n most of the time we needed to really goreng our brain n pulled out sumthing to write. so ok, i did manage to answer them all. say... 60-40. 40% goreng, 60% truely know the answer. eeeesh, i really hope that the 'food' that i cooked just now suits the examiner's appetite.

really, this year's history paper is more difficult than the last years. how do i know? coz i'd seen last year's papers and the questions they asked are more STRAIGHT FOWARD! not like this year one...the questions were like beating around the bush, made us pening kepala nia. n the way they ask also very VERY different from the past years >.<

put History aside. it's over. can burn them. i already forget all those stuff i'd learnt. Muaha! lets talk about english paper.

i think i screwed up my essay.

period.

that's it! why do i have to always feel so uneasy whenever i finished an essay?? chinese oso lidat! today i did the question that want us to write a story with the ending like this " If only i was careful etc, thn that would never have happened." n i wrote i was jungle trekkin with my frens...thn crawl into a small cave..i was the last one to climb in...bumped my head into sth....released ny hands from the rope to rub my head....thn i was lost + stuck in a small narrow cave...my torch suddenly lost too...thn i became nervous + frightened so on n so forth...thn collapsed...woke up in the hospital n the end.

again, the story may sounds OK, but i kinda rushed tru this essay and when i reread my story again..it seemed like the way i wrote the story was like...so messy! sth suddenly happen here and the next moment another thing suddenly happened sumwhere else..like...NOT SMOOTH la! honestly, i'm so worried about my essay~~

as for the BM paper. paper 1 eesay part still ok. PBK let us did b4 one :) the benefits of ICT!! weee~~~ sud be no problem la. thn came the second paper....b4 this, all of us just paid attention to the literature n novel part, n left the grammar part aside. goddamn knows that the grammar part was such like hell for us. esp the proverbs one. my mind was nothing but b-l-a-n-k when i read all the 3 questions. the only proverbs that i could think at that time were the ones that we always use, those PBK always gav us one. but no~~~ none of the proverbs i know fits into the situations that were asked in the questions!!!! O.O''' some of my frens left it blank. but i at least i got goreng them.....

*sigh*

let bygones be bygones. it's not the end of the world. in fact...

NO MORE BM ESSAYS, ENGLISH EXAMS, AND HISTORY TESTS IN THE FUTURE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD


time to celebrate abit, as tomorrow's paper is Modern Maths :p

look what this is...*evil grin*























eeek! LORD VOLDEMORT!!!!

yep! it 's the official movie poster for Harry Potter *my love~* and the Order of the Phoenix. aiyayaya~ cant wait la!

n look what this is........hiakhiakhiakhiak












*eiChi has just fainted, so this post shall end here*

20061119

shi ne kudasai~!!!

BM and History tomorrow...

hyuu hyuuuu~~ after tomorrow i'm gona throw those books away~~~ Nyaaaa~~ :DDD

btw, wonder how i release stress? actually not stress la..more like...lazying around..=_=

Chiang chiang chiang chiang~~~



wahahahaha~~~ i wana design game/anime characters n also clothes after spm liaw~~~

20061116

finally...it's here...ATACK!!!

YATTA~~~ ONE DOWN 10 MORE TO GO!!! :D

still got 10 more...O.O'''.....

anyway, it'll soon be over and the world is MINE!!! nyahahahaha

so i had my first paper yesterday, which is Chinese. and i'm so friggin worry about the Chinese essay i wrote!!! it's not like i didnt know how to write it or something, but the fact that i'd taken a big risk in writing an essay entitled something like "be the master of your own life" (basically it means you are the one that control your own life and not others) and i wrote a story (or a fiction) about me growing up, mixing with the wrong bunch of people, getting tired of the life i have, and slowly realize that i am the one that control my own life, not others. well..the story may sounds OK, but i didnt use any proverbs or anything like it in my essay! i did use some metaphors and so on....but are these enough? O.o''' what if the examiner doesnt like my essay? .........eeeesh~ dont care liaw~ it's over already and the only thing i can do know is hoping frantically that the examiner is a good o person that detest the slightest idea of failing student :)

as for Chinese paper 2...to the tell the truth, i was really relieved with it 'coz it's not as bad as i'd thought! :D i mean, it's easier than those that we did in school. well..not all lah. some questions were asked in such a tricky way that we must be really careful to answer them..X.x i hope i answered them correctly. if not i'd probably screw up my Chinese paper. who knows? there's only one student who got A1 for chinese in our school last year! but how knows too...maybe this year there'll be more A1ssss~~ muahahahaha

so lets just hope for the best.

now that the SPM has really started and..oh well...i did feel tense at first, but after these two papers, do you know what i did at home? WATCH TV!!! weee~~~ animax rox babe! muahahaha~ then study abit History (the next test in on Monday, BM and History) ...grew 'sien'..switched on my precious PC and played around in Photoshop..learning how to CG pics (i must really thank Faye for influencing me to become a DeviantArt addict, which also brings me towards the love for digital art. THANK YOU FAYE~~) after that...picked up my History book again..fell asleep...until Boon Lee msg me, woke me up and continue studying again :) so i must thank Boon Lee also, hehe....but then, after an hour, i felt really REALLY sleepy and couldnt concentrate anymore, might as well just sleep. so i slept a 9.30 pm last night...woke up at 10.30pm coz my mum was shouting at me for not finishing my MILO...continue to sleep after that until 8 am this morning......YESH~ LONGEST SLEEP EVER~!

ok ok, so today i hav enough energy to operate my Tut-tut Train (i hope =_=) the war of the Chinese is over and now i need to sharpen my swords and katanas and guns and bombs and zanpakutou and reiatsu and Innocence and DeathNote and etc. (sorry, too much anime influences) to face another war...which will be recorded in the Book of History and also Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka....so Chiaoz~

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要来的,总是会来。

this quote is taken from boonlee@Helibely's blog, which reminds me of the quote i used to use when i was in the lower secondary form.

What will come, will come. And you'll have to meet it, when it does.
- Rubeus Hagrid (last page of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire)


you must think that i was childish to make this quote as my motto last time. but really, it gave me strength to move foward , without fearing what would come in the future, so that i was always ready and meet them confidently. thinking back, this quote really helps me to get alot more stronger in dealing with all those difficult situations in life.

i think it's time to use it again as my motto :)

20061111

warriors~ prepare your brains and pens !!

ehto....i know i should be studying right now...but...i just can't stuff anything inside my 'brain-disk' today anymore~~T_T it has reached its limit, and i have to defragment it by having a looong hour sleep. let my brain cleans up itself :p

I NEED A TEA BREAK LA~~

the only entertainment i have now are watching animes....half an hour a day...either BLEACH, D.Gray-man, DeathNote, or Ranma 1/2. other than that, i eat.study.sleep with my earphones stick to my ears. i need music to cover up all the other unmusical sound, such as cats meowing or football commentations =_= yea yea, these days i study and do my revisions in the living room. why living room but not my own room you ask? 'coz living room has NO COMPUTER and BED!!! if i lock myself in my room to study...yea you know what will happen. maybe you say that the TV in the living room is even worse, but the 'TV' spell doesnt work on me, muahahaha~! i'll just have to press my earphones to my ears and i'm in the world of my own~ i don care if my mum is squealing beside me when she watches those Korean or wadever soap operas :) n OH MY GOSH~~~ i saw that yucky 'Pei Yong Jun' face on the TV the previous night!!! *horrorstruck* O.o''' but good oso la since the sight of him gav me the boost to continue study even harder :p

i'd also been going to school for the whole week even though our 'beloved' principal had announced the 'study leave' day. why? coz if i didnt do that, i'd be waking up at 9 am every mornin and only start to study at 10am +_= it's not just me who went to school, but most of my classmates too. the whole form 5 block was eerily quiet except for our class :) nearly 10 people from my class went to school everyday, including me. one of them even started to bring a portable mini Hi-Fi on the 2nd day so that we could listen to our favourite songs while stuying. we'd also invited our history teacher to come to our class and taught us important facts again!!! :D

ggaarrh..time flies...3 days till SPM....and the first paper is chinese. i'm taking a very big risk on the chinese paper 1 though, the essay part. bcoz i'm going to write imaginative story, not those fakta-fakta one. they all say it's very difficult to get a high mark if you write a story, unless ur story is very unique and interesting. well...i always have a way to do it. usually i write emotional stories..so...i guess it'll be ok. damn~ i'm really taking a big risk here~!!! O.O''

nvm, i believe i can do it, since you must have confidence first b4 you can achieve anything.

ok, my post shall end here~! see you guys in the future~! :D

20061106

weird




























yeah

reading is stylish.

remember that. XD

8 days to SPM and i'm still breathing...

YEEEE~HA!!! :D :D :D