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i hate junk mails.

there will owez be more thn 5 junk mails in my hotmail inbox whenever i sign in. once the number reached until 30++. i 'woah' at first. but when i looked closer, damn! all of them r forwarded emails!! love stories, sad/touching stories, cute pictures, sum of them r prank...ohh, i hate them! > . < esp those childish chain emails!!! i mean, if all of us can hav our dreams come true just by wishing hard enuf after reading those emails n send them to certain amount of ppl, thn I WOULDNT BE HERE TYPING THIS THING! but enjoying myself somwhere in Japan or UK with unlimited money in my pocket!! n oh ya, i'd hav all sorts of latest high-tech expensive gadgets, n owned the whole Apple company. thn i'd hav Daniel Radcliffe by my side, living in a big big house, got status higher thn tat short bush in US, etc etc etc (oh man, i just realised tat i'm damn puckingly greedy!) i mean, those chain emails r plain...useless + stupid... @.@ just waste my time to delete all of them nia!
ooh, besides these useless junk, there're also those Friendster one. who n who n who had updated their blog; who n who n who had send me msgs (n these msgs turn out to be useless junk too); who n who n who had duno wad...... great, since when Friendster had become so 3 8? n treat us as if we r oso very 3 8 like it. it was really veyr sickening to see my inbox everytime just filled up with these craps ! tonnes of them!!! grrr...

speaking of frenster, geminiGeek blogged about sth to do with girls n friendster, n i'm very agree with him. tat MOST girls click on Friendster first whenever they r on9, thn they can stay there staring from pages to pages, n giggle on sum cute boys or 'aaah' at pretty girls thn sum 3 8 on certain 'spoilers contained' testimonials (u know lah, sms/chatting r not the only hi-tech ways for couples to send their sweet but somtimes disguting msgs). somtimes i oso wonder, y girls r like tat one ar? coz as for my case, the first thing i do when i on9 is check my blog, thn bleachexcile, after tat will be animesource, next i'll hav trouble thinking of the next 'must-visit' site :p usu i'll end up checking my friendster homepage, deleting those 'msgs', thn bye bye Firefox n continue to listen to my songs. hmm...maybe diff ppl diff style lah. for typical girls, of coz they'll go gaga over sum hot guys in frenster. as for guys? i duno lah. but i'm pretty sure all the geeks out there will only surf the geek's sites. i'd seen one doing so everytime he's on9.

btw, FireFox rocks!!!! :D it provides multiple plug-ins, add-ons , n themes!! (eventhough i onli know how to mess around with the themes, but still, compare to IE, FireFox rulz)
so, look at wad i'd done to my FireFox browser?

see the difference? look closer. the toolbar ontop r just like those in the iTunes! n yep~ this is the iFox theme!!! *gosh, i'm loving more n more with apple stuff!! XD* go grab urself a nice theme for ur FireFox here!

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now i really wished all those chain emails will work.



i wish tat the war between Israel n Lebanon would stop soon, b4 more innocent life r taken.
duno y but i just seem so unlike myself. i'd never cared about those wars between those countries. but this time it's different. i pay attention to it. i search for its news in the internet. n seriously hate US for their stupiak action in giving boms to Israel to continue the war.
dunolah, maybe it's becoz i got a good online fren from Israel. hope he's doing fine there...

Happy Hour

having finished revising all my form 4 Biology chapters n still waiting for d editor to gime the files to continue my school mag work, hereby i declare, from now (11.00pm) till 12.00 pm or later, is my happy playing hour!


so, i'm still alive (those sickening SPM books havn got the power to suffocate me yet, ha!) n i still blog!!!


so, what had happened in school these days?

....too many to list....

first there was this National Service phobia (while for sum ppl, it's a mania). it all started on this Monday, where the first thing tat came out from evryone's mouth when they reached school was : " Eh, u kena NS o not? " thn "Ha? can check liaw meh? how? help me check leh!" or "i kena arr~~~ soiii arrr~~" or "yaloh, i kena lah. but fun right? can go play with guns." thn the second day, everyone would know wad u mean if u just ask : "Eh, u kena o not?" thn the third day, "Waseh! 5X class got 11++ ppl kena ar! hiong leh!" n so on so forth. so far only 3 of my good pals kena, n 2 of them sed they wana appeal. good oso lah, if not, 3 months just wasted for shooting bullets nia. :p (but for ppl like chouji, tahniah lah, coz can hav a free slim-down session XD)

besides this hot topic (NS), my class oso got struck by a badminton fever! our schools's badminton club organized a cometition n nearly half of my classmates signed up for mix double. thn all of them brought the badminton racket for practise everyday, n my class will be half empty, esp during Moral periods. (5J is football mania, we 5I is badminton mania, not bad not bad XD) so, my class sent out 7 teams n sum of them had to compete against each other!!! O.O'' they had to 'kill' each other in the match!!!! in the end, only two teams survived. so, the next match for them would be somtime next week, n they got excuse again to skip Moral periods *winks*

ok ok, now for the fun part! i just witnessed the 5Js dissected the rats!!!!!!! wakakakakaka!!!
the 5Js were having their sweet time opened up their rats during the last 2 period yesterday. too bad my class was having Mr Ang's MT class tat time, if not me n MK n Milton sure go with 5J one. when halfway doing my MT, i heard screams from the lab!! (the lab is just beside our block) ha! the girls must be freaked out! XD so, after the bell rang, the 3 of us (me, MK n Milton) all rushed to the lab n sneaked inside. i first ran towards Faye n MangYik n Hilary's group (note: the Hilary here is a boy, not Hillary Duff) n found their rat was neatly dissected, with the organs still at the right place. thn i went n joined Gary n Piaw n Chris n Joseph's group. Gosh!!! their rat!!!! oh~~ O.O'' som of its organs werent even intact anymore n blood everywhere!!! X.X thn this naughty group went n poke its stomach n oh...it koyak....thn sth brown n blakish mould came out. they told me it's the rat's last supper --- Oreo. poor rat T_T thn one of the groups squeezed out the thing inside the rat's testis. O.o''' next, Gary decided to show his true color by usin a scissor n BEHEADED his rat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no~ n all this while i thought Hilary was the cruelest as he's the Happy Tree Friends freak, with wild but creative imaginations on how to murder ppl/animals, n loves anything to with war!!! n yesterday Hilary just showed me how to play with the rat's tongue. but now, Gary~~ O.O''' *sigh* boh bien, they r neighbours....same species maybe XD anyway, so Gary beheaded the rat, faced off it, cut open the skull n out fell the tiny rat's brain. btw, i only saw him did the first two. about the brain, i wasnt there to witness it, it was Hilary hu told me.

they r so cruel T_T

imagine a cute white rat like this v kena dissect until like this v

poor thing...all i can say is, R.I.P

blah, enuf for today! i think my happy hour is almost over. so, sayonara-lah!!

***my birthday is near~~ NEAR~~!!!! n my chinese calendar punya birthday is today~~~!!***

break Break!!!

i know i said tat i wont be blogging much...due to so many stuff to do n so many books to read. but HEY! i just got released from a 5 hours BM exam for both papers!!! i need a break man~!

wonder which stupiak tuition centre organized this stupiak tiring energy-devour exam? PBK (Pusat Bimbingan Karya), the famous BM tuition centre in Kuching, with duno how many thousand students (from duno which primary to form 5, each has almost 5 or 6 diff classes, imagine how much the boss can earn~!!!)

so, it says on the paper tat it starts at 2.30 pm. but right after i went in n took a sit, n was still tinking tat maybe i could study a lil bit more, the teacher there started to pass the papers oledy *shock O.o''' 2.15 pm nia* ok, wadever, i just wrote wadever tat came into my mind n hell!!! i think i got certain points wrong! (btw, the first paper is compositions) n thn when i handed in my first paper, they straight gave me the 2nd one!!! wad??!!! no break??? omg~~my hand is goin to break into pieces!!! boh bien, so i just pia n pia n pia n pia n pia until the 2nd last question, when my right hand finaly gave up n shout to me : " no~~ mistress~~ i cant hold on any longer~~ i'm feeling so numb!!! plz gime a break!" pity...so i rest for awhile, exercise my hand, thn forcefully continued my hand to write down the answers, where the sudden pain is still bearable lah :p n i could hear my tummy pleaded for food............

it was like heaven when i finally stepped out of the exam room n WHOA~~!!! it was a good reunion place for old frens!!!! ( coz as i said, they r so many classes for one form, n today, everyone was gathered here to hav the exam) n oooo~~ i saw so many of them. here's a list of my old frens whom i'd not seen them for almost 4 or 5 yrs : Ah Kho, Happy, one girl whom i'd 4gotten her name, Xiang Ying, Hui Min, Hui Yen, Michelle n oh~~ i finally met Chouji@Clement in person!!!! wahahahaha!!!!!! hey Clement, do u know wad my first impression on u when i saw u? u r not tat fat leh!!! hahaha!!!! but if u wana keep fit, thn just enter the National Service without any complaint. thn i'll try to see u again after 3 months! weeeee~~~~

oklah, just remembered i still got a History test tomorrow, need to go n study liaw. oooohh, cant believe tat i'm so rajin XD

oh btw, for Kuching ppl, come n join this site!! www.thelife.com.my it's a great place for all Kuching ppl!!! :D

tight schedule

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SPM is near n the school magazine is still in the progress. we are rushing like hell. lucky i got a partner hu is cool n relax, if not i tink i'll be panic like wad n u'll found me in the 7th mile hospital.

wont be blogging much these days @ weeks @ months. but must check my blog during da 1st n the 5th of August *winks*

so ja ne~ my bloggie. n my blog frens.

btw, i'm NOT chosen for the National Service!!!! yooohooooooooooooooo~~~~!!!!! :D

i'm sleepy like hell now so i just post up the pics *n i'm too lazy to edit n decorate it too*

BIRO TRAFFIC *som were not in*

prefects....

eiChi in the middle

last but not least, the prefects of form 5I!!! *see me n Helibely inside?*

are these enuf?

it's 18th of July already *glances at the SPM countdown* .......

oh @^(&#!@%%&(&@$*)_&(^%$#! wadever nasty thing u can think of!

nah, i'm just exaggerating.

i've been doing countless of add maths exercises already. both at tuition n home.
i've been doing quite a lot of biology n chemistry n history n a bit physics revisions also.

here's a rough timetable of mine :

6.10 am: wake up (i'm not a prefect anymore. it saves me 30 minutes of my sleep time :D)
7.15 am : start school
1.00 pm : school ends
2.00 - 3.00 pm : nap time (but today i overslept)
3.00 - 3.30 pm : on9 abit. check my frenster n blog etc...
3.30 - 5.00 pm : homework time!!!!
5.00 - 6.30 pm : dinner|bath|TV etc
7.00 - 11.00 pm : do as many revisions as i can!!!
11.00 pm onwards : do my Sidang Redaksi stuff.

i can sleep at anytime i want :)

see see?? i'm a hardworking girl!!!

grrr..the weather is too hot. Period.

隐形的翅膀：张韶涵

每一次
都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次
就算很受伤
也不闪泪光
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
飞过绝望
不去想
他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见
每天的夕阳
也会有变化
我知道
我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞
给我希望
我终于
看到
所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻
歌声多嘹亮
我终于
翱翔
用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风
就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀
让梦恒久比天长
留一个
愿望
让自己想象

great song| great music| great lyrics | ask someone else to translate for you XD

|||| invisible wings? we all have one. |||| dont be afraid | be strong | even if we fail || our invisible wings will guide us | take us away from sadness | give us hopes |||| we are still young | use our invisible wings to fly towards our dreams
|||| FLY ~*||||

I'M NO LONGER A PREFECT! YAY!

we had dutied for almost one year; we had endured pianful n hurtful scoldings from sum of the EXCOs; we worked like slaves for the sake of 'taking care' of the school's name; we had to stand the heat of the sun n wear on our coats during duty; we had to wake up early every morning n sum of us had to be fined regularly, as the price of being late for duty. but today, everything has ended. starting from next monday onwards, we r free from all these stuff. we will return to our normal students life, n wear no more coat n red ties n black shoes. yay.

O.o''' wad for wif the formal tone???

YESH!!!! I'M FREE!!!! FREE FREE FREE!!!!!!!

things i'm gona do starting next week:
1. sleep late
2. wake up late
3. style my hair like a star
4. don't wear my tie during lessons
5. make fun of the next badge prefects
6. go to school late, occasionally
7. creat chaos! n HAVOC!!!!!
8. Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

omg~ i'd been waiting for today like hell~~~ i mean, we r so sick of doing the same thing everyday, facing the same angry n stern face of Heng Wuan (wondering hu he is? remember i always used to say i dislike one EXCO? tat's him. since he oso no longer the EXCO liaw, so, hahaha!!) , n bla blabla. but somtimes, i admit lah, being a prefect is very fun. it's quite thrilling u see? when a prefect tries to break the school rules by 'ponteng-ning' class or brings sum illegal stuff to school. thn sumtimes we can oso get sum priviledges too, such as we r allowed to return to class first b4 the principle started his 1 hour lecture to every student during a perhimpunan.
oh yea~ we can also rampas other ppl's handphone/liquid paper/mp3 player/disc-man/ earphone/CDs n there was once i found a girl's bag filled with onli cosmetics but no books at all! n i rampas all her stuff. pity XD

so this morning was the last time we being a prefect, n everyone was so happy n crazy today!! hyuu hyuuuu~~!!! many EXCOs n prefects brought their cam n snap snap SNAP!!!! gosh~! everyone was really really really very excited n kept posing with our coats still on, for remembrance! n thn all of us were called to the hall for a 'meeting' bfore a spot check, thn everyone tok tok tok laugh laugh laugh snap snap snap, onli one person tat suddenly shout at us to shut up thn scolded us. who's tat guy? yes~ he's Heng Wuan! swt lah~~ it's the last day oledy, be happy oso knot meh? but come to think of it, today is the last day for him to hav the chance of shouting n scolding n do wadever thing to us. so, aiyah, let him be lah. although we all were very quiet when he 'shiong' at us, we were actually smiling to each other n laf at him! XD one of my fren even took out her cam n video-cammed him!!! LOL~!!!! but after tat he's also become more relax lah. still joke woth us kok. so we still make noise like wad...........until his volcano wana erupts again, thn Ah Du quickly say sth tat made us laf even louder, even heng wuan himself. the following is the extract of wad Ah Du had said.

"err..Prefects~!! today is the last day~ i know u guys r very HAPPY right? so~ dont let, heng wuan, spoils the atmosphere. *winks*"

WELL SAID!!!!!

after the LAST spot check for us (we rampas many things oooo~~~) all of us gathered in the hall again, n TOOK PHOTOS!!!!! wow!! i was so shocked with my ketua biro - Susanto n Hon Kiet!!!! they like to take photos leh! kept asking us to change poses!! all of us (prefects of Biro Traffic nia lah) used like about 30 minutes in the hall just to take billions of photos!!!! weeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ too bad i dont hav a cam. so i gotta ask from my frens to get the photos.

we had also sold off our coats to the next badge prefects today. thn after tat, Susanto gathered all of the prefects in his biro again, n thanked us, for being a good traffic prefect n also thanked for our efforts we had put in all this time. owh...so touched (this is true!) i really like this biro of mine. n yea, Susanto was right. he sed he thinks tat our Biro is the best among the others. n i think so too. coz we r the merriest n the most united one! really, after being transfered to this biro ( i used to be in Heng Wuan's biro (biro disiplin) last time, but got kicked out n transfered to biro traffic by the end of last year for not being coorperative enuf with him :p) i feel like, yeah, this is wad i call 'family'. even now, we still greet each other like old frens, take care of each other, work happily together. oh yea~~ i LOVE biro traffic!! :D

so erm...to end this post, i'l post up one of the many photos i had taken this morning.

*i onli got one from my fren. she sed she'll burn the rest n giv to me next week*

teng teng teng teng~~!!!


wahahaha!! this, is heng wuan.

ok ok, i used to really dislike him very much. coz he's really full of himself n thought he's the sun n we're the useless shit n despised us. but now, duno lah, i think he's kinda funny! wakakakaka!!! n i like him now!! without him, i wont be transfered into another biro; without him, i wont be experiencing new duties n new challenges; without him, i wont be knowing as many frens as i hav now; without him, there will be no excitement n thrills in my life as a prefect.

so, THANK YOU VERY MUCH LAH!! CHEERS!! :D

i'll post up the rest of the photos next time :)

pig sty

duno why but i'm just too lazy to blog these days..esp when my sister got back from Dubai for a week. - ____ -

everytime when i wana sit peacefully in front of my pc n blog, my eyes will squint around my room automatically, n oooowwwwwh....so sickening > . < my room was already like a dog' s nest b4 my sis came back n now? it's worse thn a pig sty.

my room is stuffed with almost anything everytime my sis comes back for..erm..rest. her luggages can fill up my only 'sweet corner' in my room. there r not onli books on my table, but also iPod..N71...cables n sum expensive stuffs..which will onli distract me everytime i wana study/do my homework. her clothes n my clothes can be found everywhere in my room. plus, both of us hav to share the same room, tat means, extra tilam is squeezed perfectly inside my room n onli leave a small space for us to move.
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i'll post sth up again. dont worry, coz i'm saving sum stories n opinions for the next post :p

so for now, i'll switch off the light n continue to stare at my pc (need to do sum work lah! no time to chat or search for useless stuff liaw) n ignore the whole scene in my room.

c ya :)

WAhaHa.LamE

just a bit of humour

Why Mahathir insists on using English for math
and science.
Because globally people use the language as
information and/or
technology language at this moment. How
dangerous it is if we were to use these words in
Bahasa, especially in schools. See example below.

> hardware = barangkeras
> software = baranglembut
> joystick = batang gembira
> plug and play = cucuk dan main
> port = lubang
> server = pelayan
> client = pelanggan

Try to translate this:

ENGLISH :
"That server gives a plug and play service to the
clients using
either hardware or software joystick. The joystick
goes into the port of the client."

BAHASA :
Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk
dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira
jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu
dimasukkan
ke dalam lubang pelanggan."

aaah...innocent minds indeed.... XD

karaoke!~

i hope this post will be a short one :

hyuuuu~ so many things had happened today!! haha! really ar..too many...i tink.

first, i wana congrats my cousin for finally gettin himself a cute girlfriend!!! weeee~~~ his gf is cute (according to his sister @ amei) n matches his ideal gf perfectly----japanese type gurl :D

thn in the afternoon, not only did i broke a pail, i'd also ruined the toilet's pelampung, so water was shooting out like hell, n i was nearly soaked. i'm not going to tell u guys in detail on how i did this crazy stupid act. it's too embarrasing X.X but anyway, my dad rushed back home n fixed it..hehe...n all my family members laughed at me...eeesshh... but sumtimes this kinda thing cant be help bah~ right? :p

anyway, me n my sis n my cousin all went for a haircut today too. too bad we arrived late, coz too many ppl n we had to wait for like 20 minutes? n thn the 'lau ban niang' just like..cincai helped us three youngters to do the haircut thn hurried off to serve the aunties. so erm...i'm back to my tomboy look again......but....IT'S TOO SHORT LAR~~ T_T i'd pointed a model in a hair guide mag to the 'lau ban niang', wif the hairstyle i like, but it turned out tat she wasnt paying enuf attention when cutting my hair n oops...shorter thn wad i'd wanted........*sigh* nvm lah~ my hair will be long again in no time! :p

n yeah~ today is my mum's birthday!! :p i'd actually forgotten it until sis reminded me this morning. so both of us had bought a cake for mama n we celebrated her birthday just now. n she looks so happy, even though she doesnt hav to chance to even lick the cake. (my mama 's health not so well lah...hehe) but at least she got the chance to blow the candles n wished her wishes :) we also took sum pics too, but i'm not goin to put them up :) wakaka. so, Happy Birthday to my mama~!!! :D

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anyone wana watch me sing? :p



this is me wif my new haircut, singing F.I.R's Fly Away after celebrated my mama's birthday.

my hair is too short! XD

Gugu says 'Har~?'

yeah~! today's work had turned out to be just fine!! everything was running smoothly~ n i like it! weee~~~ (^.^) maybe we'll be getting this part done by next thursday..if possible... :p

i'm talking about the Sidang Redaksi lah.

the prefect's dinner is getting near n my group (Biro Traffic) had finally decided the plot for our sketch (each biro's gona perform tat night! cant wait! hiakhiakhiak!!) n the story is about blablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablah. sorry, it's confidential, cant tell. Wahahahaha!!! all i can tell u is tat my role is sort of like a 'care le feh'. they want me to become a bad fren of the main character (which is Cindy), n i need to really critisize her during the sketch............er....did i just type critisize? wait, let me rephrase it. i'm gonna throw alot of sacarsms ss towards her!!! weeeeeeeeeee~~~ i'm gona be a bitch tat night! wakakaka! Paris Hilton n Nicole Richie, u r my role model from now on! XD

ahem...i'm just going to be the bitch ONLY for tat night...ahem....clear? :p

oh btw! my prefect frens, prepare to get a shock tat night!!! wohooo~! :D

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grrrrr..sum of my frens just duno how to keep their mouth shut. eeeesh, like it's very funny. eh, i tink it's annoying ok? when i told u to shhhh, just shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :X

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i duno whether i hav the right to say this o not. but this is my blog anyway, where i dump all my thoughts. so, no offence to anyone. just read n forget, these r just wad i think :)

i just feel sad...i mean, everyone can be a designer nowadays. wel..this is wad they call themselves when they'd mastered the skills of photoshop or illustrator or any other designing softwares. i duno..but i feel tat..this is very unfair to those who r truly a designer. it's ok when u say u design sth. n yes, everybody can design. when u draw a crappy face or a gun in ur text book, tat is ur own design, ur own creation. wad i don like r those hu...onli knows how to play with the softwares, n when they've created sth, they'll say they'd mastered it thn call themselves a designer already. i mean...wow, O.o''' tat is fast!!!

for me, a designer is truly a pro designer tat got the talent, the skills (both hand-drawn n 'mouse-click; :p), the passion, n the spirit. i dunolah, these r just my speculations. i just know tat, to become a designer is not a child's play. it's not like after 2 or 3 weeks u can become one.

when i heard tat sum of my school frens sed happily tat they wana b a designer, ID or architect, coz they think it's interesting, i couldnt help but laf a lil. no, i'm not being proud or wise here, but trust me, it's not easy. but if u really hav the passion, thn go ahead, follow ur dreams :)

if 2 or 3 days can produce a true designer, thn i can start callin myself one liaw :p Tay Ei Chi, the designer for the GRSS school mag! wait, if like this, i think i'm more to a creative director liaw!! lol!


maybe i'm all wrong about this. correct me if u want to, sis.

so, just read n forget :)

blue mode

in the morning i was still a happy bunny, but it seemed like everything went so wrong in the afternoon.
at first my Graphic Team of Sidang Redaksi was happily switching on the PCs in the com lab n intalling the Adobe softwares into them, but thn after like 30 minutes, a teacher came in n told us to leave, saying tat she needed the lab for her EST class. wad the? however, sumhow we managed to stay n used just only two PCs for our stuff, while the rest of the PCs were used by the form 4's to 'search for the info'. yea, as if! they were all signing in Friendster or checking their mails or chatting or reading 'How to Kiss a Girl' or Malay girls even went gaga over David Beckham's pic. wtf. HEY! GIV BAC ALL THE PCs LAH!!! > . <

thn the typists came, 2 at first, thn after 1 hour + another 2 came. they were adriana, pei ling, sze san, n chai tying.(we hav to finish typing the form 5 n upper six class profile into the layout by this week) alas, they didnt know how to use the adobe, so me n piaw had to teach them. Alas again, the PCs seemed a bit too crappy for our tasks, sum even had problem opening n saving the file, until my frens had to retype again. besides, they didnt typed according to the class. they sort...type the class profile unsystematicaly, until all of us were so confused. situation worsen after piaw went home, d only super geek among us, so only left me there to guide the others. gosh...i was running from PC to PC n need to do 3 diff task at the same time. i wasnt prepared for this to happen. @.@ in the end, i had no choice but to call a halt on all those stuff, n replanned our 'strategy'. jobs were divided equally, i had reorganized all the files, tat means only the needed one will be brought n used, n tomolo they r going to retype evrything from the start. we'll do it step by step. n to all my frens, i'm really sorry for all the trouble today.

*sigh* being a leader is always tough. i always wanted to complete my task in the best way, show the best performance. but if i failed to do so, i'll get really upset. i aint gud enuf..is owez wad appears in my mind everytime this happens. just like today. i was so tired, very very tired. but thnx to XX. his soothing voice had made my blurry mind seemed a lot clearer n yea, i sud relax abit sumtimes. things will turn out fine eventually :)

but thn i just recieved another bad news...mama's worried. i'm worried too.

i need fresh air

owh, how i wish life was so much simpler.

SPM is just 'around the corner', i must drift myself through it skillfully. no tricks, no cheats, just skills.

drift myself away towards my dreams


my cousins brought me to watch The Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift just now n damn it was so amazingly cool and astonishing.

guess i cant stay calm for more thn 5 seconds.

AARRRGHHH!!! I WANA WATCH THE MOVIE AGAIN!!!!! O.O''' IT WAS JUST TOO 'SYOKING'!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG~!!! IT'S AT TOKYO!!!!! THE CARS!!!! THE TECHNOLOGY!!!!!THE HARAJUKU GIRLS!!!! N MOST IMPORTANTLY~ THE DRIFT!!!!!!!!!! (sorry lah, i'm only interested in the drift, not the man behind the steering wheel XD)

*deep breath* ok, i'm calm. O.o~* i hvn watched the previous Fast n Furious movies b4, this was the first time, n honestly speaking, i wasnt prepared for the 'syoking-ness' tat this movie would bring to me b4 i entered the cinema. so the movie started at 7pm, ended at 9pm, n i got a sore jaw now as my mouth was wide open during the whole 2 hours. my eyes too, were stick to the big screen. drinks n popcorn left untouched. n now i'm still thinking of all the drift in the movie, n also the Tokyo city. these clearly show tat how much impact had this movie brought to me. i kept imagined tat i was sitting inside a hot car with the 'drifter' when my cousin was driving me home on the Kuching's crappy road. just imagine tat, U WERE DRIFTING IN KUCHING! how cool was tat? :p

omg..i wana watch again!!! > . < it was really so exciting!!!! but i cant blog much about it now, as i still hav to study n do my revisions. SPM is near u know? i need to control myself :p

anyway, i wana thnx my cousins esp ah mei for bringing me to watch this spectacular movie. this movie really had brighten up my day :D n for those who hvn watched the movie, GO GRAB URSELF A TICKET NOW!!!!!! XD u wont regret :p

btw, tat Bow Wow looks weird when he acts....go back to ur rap lah...n oh! Vin Diesel appeared in the movie too!! jiak lak! XD

just being myself :)

i duno wad has gotten into them lately. they always ignoring me during the Add Maths tuition. Ok, i know tat my previous MT exam result was not as good as theirs, but HEY! at least talk or discuss the questions with me! they were just sitting beside me, but the two of them just discussed among themselves. when i asked for help, they just told me to wait n passed their answer sheet to me. maybe i'm thinking too much, but it really hurt my feelings coz they make me feel like i'm really really terrible in my MT until i need to copy their answers! n when i told them my solutions for sum questions, which they still hv problem finding it, they didnt seem to care. they just : " oh, izit? " thn continued to use thier methods until they found out from the teacher tat my answer was correct. not only this, three of us asked help from the teacher together, n he only gav us sum clues. SO, the two of them discuss it straight away, leaving the confused me at the side. i mean, HELLO?? I'M YOUR FRIEND TOO!!! i was so angry. i waited until they had discussed finish n asked them :" tell me again, XX, the thing tat u discuss with her. i didnt hear ALL of it." one of my frens started to sense the stiffness in my tone, but the other just tot nth happened n told me 1/5 of it.

tonight was the second time i was being treated like this. i really felt so sad. why do they have to be like this. i dont like it. i hate the feeling of being ignored, just like the feeling everytime my parents just tok about my sis. i'm a LEO. LEO seeks attention. n yes, i admit tat i'm an attention seeker.

if they continue to be like this, thn fine. i'll get over it soon, n move on with my own footsteps.

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*turns into the happy eiChi*

gah~! frens! don care liaw~! my best friend is me myself :P

anyway, my sista n her partner r still having their 'rush hour' in Dubai. projects everywhere, until they hav not enuf time to do sum stuff n send them for me to do O.O''' tru messenger lah! how can use snail mail??? XD ok, so i'm an unofficial part-time designer for YoungBloodCreation company for these two days. erm...wrong term used. it's supposed to be 'part-time colour-filling lil kid' *bleks* my sis n her partner r designing d interior for a restaurant at Dubai. besides interior, they r oso responsible for the restaurant's sign...logos...pics...(i think lah)..n oso the menu. so BK koko (sis's partner @ bf) sent the illustrator menu file to me n wanted me to fill in the colours, as his colour sense not so good (this is wad my sis told me XD) at first i thought, waseh! Dubai stuff asked me to do meh? save o not? O.o''' but they insisted so i just erm....play lo XD so i did it, sent it back to Dubai, the YB team likes my work soooo much, n presented it to the client, but the client turned it down X.X reason? he wants sth more earthly colour, not too striking one. but he didnt tell sister wad style he wants, or else sis would hav told me earlier, instead of tellin me to do retro style one. booooo...... X.X
eh sis, tell him tat the colour on HIS menu is the hard work of a 17 year old handicapped girl who lives in a far away place named after a cat. they r Muslims right? Muslims love cat :) thn maybe he'll reconsider :p

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chorus part of the 'Song of the Month'

brain is full of you, heart is full of you, small small love in a big big town is very sweet.
read is also you, everything is you, becoz of you the small small love in a big big town is very fresh.

LOL~!!!!

on second thought, I LOVE MY FRIENDS :D

n sis, u r right. i sud do sth insted of just lettin it by :)

now i'm satisfied

did i say that i wish there's a breakin news when i wake up today? such as Brazil's been beaten up by France? i'd prayed very hard for that to happen, n this is wad i read in the Google News just now.

2006 Fifa World Cup : Brazil 0 - 1 France

/noticias.info/ by FIFAworldcup.com

France have booked their place in the 2006 FIFA World Cup™ semi-finals at the expense of holders Brazil, this after a Zinedine Zidane-inspired 1-0 win for Les Bleus in Frankfurt set up a last-four clash with Portugal.

Thierry Henry’s 57th-minute volley was the game’s solitary, all-important goal, and with Raymond Domenech’s side inspired by a vintage showing from Zidane, Brazil could have few complaints at the final whistle.

France now complete an all-European line-up in the tournament’s semi-finals, with their clash against England’s conquerors Portugal scheduled for 5 July in Munich, a day after Germany and Italy do battle in Dortmund.

The match:

1’: Zidane produced some excellent footwork in the opening seconds of the match. Sporting golden boots, he spun away from the attentions of the Brazilian midfielders, but over-hit a pass meant for Thierry Henry.

4’: Brazil won a free-kick in a dangerous position after Franck Ribery fouled Ronaldinho, buy Juninho Pernambucano's shot deflected off Patrick Vieira’s head and out for a corner.

14’: After a sustained spell of pressure, France forced a corner. Dida failed to gain the cross comfortably, but got enough purchase on the ball to push it clear of danger.

15’: Play immediately switched to the other end and Brazil created a good chance to score. Ronaldo whipped in a good cross and Kaka was just inches away from steering the ball past Fabien Barthez.

26’: Lucio conceded his first foul at this FIFA World Cup when he clipped Henry’s heels. Zidane hit the free-kick over the bar.

33’: Ribery ran into Gilberto Silva and won a free-kick. Thuram charged into the box and got on the end of Zidane’s centre, but his header was aimed straight at Juan, who cleared the danger.

44’: Once again, Zidane was at the centre of the action to create a chance for France. After collecting possession and turning, he played the ball through to Vieira, who was racing clear of Brazil’s back four. Juan brought down the Juventus midfielder on the edge of the area and earned a yellow card.

France on the front foot:

46’: Right from the restart, France were on the offensive. In the opening minute of the second period, Vieira met a Zidane free-kick with a glancing header, but the ball flew just wide of the post.

48’: Ronaldinho showed some fine touches to try and emulate the example of the enchanting Zidane. After displaying some excellent ball control on the right, he won a corner for the holders. Brazil managed to sustain the pressure for a few minutes and Barthez had to be alert to prevent Ze Roberto’s cross-cum-shot from finding the target or one of his team-mates.

54’: France had the ball in the net when Henry latched on to Vieira’s flick-on and slotted home, but the linesman rightly ruled the effort out for offside.

57’: Just three minutes after being denied, Henry broke the deadlock. A free-kick from Zidane was floated into the box and the Arsenal striker was left unmarked to steer a right-footed volley into the net.

61’: Ribery spun away from Lucio near the corner flag and attempted to square the ball to Zidane. However, the ball took a deflection off Juan and flashed just past the far post.

70’: France broke quickly and Ribery looked certain to score, but Dida narrowed the angle and blocked at the winger's feet on the edge of the area.

81’: Substitute Robinho had arguably Brazil’s best chance of the game, but the Real Madrid man shot wide of the target when well placed in the area.

88’: Ronaldo was fouled on the edge of the area by Thuram, and Ronaldinho stepped up to take the free-kick. With hearts in mouths across France, the FIFA World Player of the Year curled his effort inches over the crossbar to the great relief of Raymond Domenech’s side and their noisy supporters.

91+’: Substitute Louis Saha was played in by Zidane for a shot that Dida saved well. The goalkeeper cleared the ball downfield to put France on the back foot. Barthez denied Ronaldo with a superb stop and Gallas was on hand to clear the rebound ahead of Adriano.

In conclusion: France fully merited this victory, orchestrated by the superb Zidane, whose performance was well worthy of the Budweiser Man of the Match Award. The 34-year-old was simply sensational in this match, supplying an inch-perfect cross for Henry’s goal and showing a superb range of passing and skills throughout the 90 minutes.

YYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!

England's going home! no fate to be in the semi final!

i know i sud be sleeping by now (it's 2.00 am) but WHAT THE HELL HAD HAPPENED TO THE ENGLAND TEAM?????????????? O.O'''

it was England vs Portugal just now, me n piaw were both confident tat England WOULD win! i was sooo wana watch England score a goal or two n stayed awake until now, to watch the entire match, alone! (my dad's outstation) but ooowwh~! i m so pissed > . <~*

England was quite furious in the first half. nearly scored two goals (if i'm not mistaken, trying to recall very hard now) but thn during the second half, Portugal suddenly speed up. n wad i mean is, they really SPEED up! esp tat wad wad cal wad dino, the quite famous Portugal player. their kicks were so furious tat the England team had only time to defence! O.o''' gah!!

i was still halfway buttering my bread when i suddenly heard Beckham's name n jerked my head to the TV screen. OH NO! Beckham was sent off coz of injury!!! O.O''' oh no no no no no. Beckham is like the general comander or the hercules for the England team! if he went off, tat means bad luck to the rest of the team. but nvm, still got Rooney in the field.....NOT! he was soon sent off by a red card. A RED CARD!!!! coz he pushed his team mates! he was so hot tempered!!! dang!!! now the England team was left with no Beckham, no Owen, n no Rooney!!!! O.o''' shite!!! how could this had happened??? so, for the rest of the match, the England players were trying their best just to defence the Portugals, esp Lampard n Ferdinand, n would occasionally kick the ball towards the goal (but Lampard owez aimed not chun one! grr)

so, the first 90 minutes was finished goaless, followed by the extra time with the same result. 0 : 0 n the penalty kick was given. this was the most crucial moment. i was hugging Gugu so tightly n i could feel my heartbeat. i was trembling with the rest of the fans. England's goalkeeper - Robinson, couldnt save the first ball. Portugal's goalkeeper (forgot his name n dont wana remember) saved England's. Robinson saved the third from Portugals. one of england's players kicked in the ball after tat. Rovinson failed to save it again. Lampard failed to goal...n it went on until the final result was 3 to 1. Portugal won.

AAAAARRRGHHHH!!!! IF BECKHAM N ROONEY N OWEN WERE IN THE PENALTY KICK!!!!!!! > . <

ok, got scolded by my mum for watching the match until so late (this is my first time). i'm goin to sleep. n hope tat tomolo i'll see a breaking news, Brazil loses in the match perhaps? yea, at least both my fav team n the least fav team will b out from this Fifa World Cup.

it's a Saturday

it's July n i just went to a PC fair held in Kuching :D first time in my life! wOot!! saw so many cool cool cool COOL gadgets inside!!!! the notebooks! the PCs!!! the earphones!!! the mp3 players!!! the digicam!!!! I WANT THEM ALL!!!! *drools* how i wish Bill Gates will giv nearly all of his money to me instead of donate to the charity. oooww~~ i'm so wicked > . <

iMac...iPod...i love Apple stuff. the designs r all very sleek n sexy! it's just either black or white, the ying n yang~ perfect harmony (^.^) if there's a iCam thn better still! i swear tat i'll earn lots n lots n lots n lots n lots n lots n lots n lots n lots of money when i grow up, own a little comfy house tat's full of modern high-tech gadgets n stuff! muahahaha~! me donwan big house, duno y XD make me feel kinda insecure nia :p

anyway, to make me feel more satisfied with my current PC i'm usin (it's crappy, but my cousin told me b4 tat we MUST love our PC no matter wad) so i changed the desktop wallpaper...rearranged the icons.....downloaded the latest msn messenger....tweaked my iTunes a lil bit..n tada~~~

i'm just so in love with the iMac style :)

btw, just watched the trailer for Spiderman 3 which will only b released on 4th of May, 2007...

OMG!!!! I CANT WAIT FOR TAT DAY TO COME!!!!!! O.o''' the trailer is just too captivating!! yohooooo~~ *imagines spiderman beats up sperman*

the trailer is HERE!!

ok, snap back to reality. time to study.

sayonara :)