reflections

2 more hours to 2007.

today is the last day of 2006. it just like an ordinary Sunday to me, or maybe to everyone of us. it's just the fact that tomolo is 1.1.2007 sumhow make ppl 'pretend' to be happy n celebrate the last day of 2006...well..at least, this is what i feel =_= honestly, i don't feel the excitement of today's being the dooms day of 2006. don't ask me why i feel like this. maybe they are just dates to remind us how far we have developed and moved on in this world, n we have to continue moving on again even if there's a big obstacle in front of us coz tomorrow owez comes, only with diffrent dates. every year is the same...so...

aarrgh, just ignore my craps :) you can continue to cheer infront of TV (i'm sure many are staying home watching countdown with family) or party at the club or countdown with friends in MSN (oh yeah, i'm gona do this later :P i dont feel the excitement of 2007 doesnt mean tat i will not join in the crazy crowd XD)

alright, i'd seen sum of my frens had done this..so it' smy turn to..erm...recall, the important/special/gruesome/unexpected _____ (feel in adjectives) moments in 2006 :) it's been an up n down year for me.

Jan
just started this blog. tat time my blog is still called 'starter' becoz..well...start of 2006, just started this blog, n just started Form 4...so..i was a starter thn XD anyway, Jan 2006 was a festive season for us Chinese, coz it's CNY!!! n erm...school starts..it was a boring month except for the CNY :p

Feb
i think this would be the worst month of my life (well, second to Nov. we all know y =_=) my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. this piece of news was really a huge shock for all of us in the family. it was just too unexpected. during this month, all of the family members including me, had learnt to accept our fate. indeed i faced many difficulties this month. studies, transportation, money, mum's condition, stressful drawing competition...everything just seemed so screwed up tat time. i almost broke down one day in class n cried everything out ^.^U but oh well..they all seemed to turn out fine in the end :) n i'd become stronger~~ muahahahaha~~

March
i began to be more cheerful towards the life God has given to me and my family, and is ready to strive for the best for all of us, including my mum. my mum was also starting to feel positive again n move on with her normal lifestyle. i really feel proud of her to be walking out from the darkness strongly and bravely. on doubt, my mum is the BEST!!! this has sumhow become a slogan for me n my sis to use with our family members :p oh ya, during this time too, thePalm vol.42 was having a crucial reborn :p

April
hmm..nth much had happened in April...just had a bit of difficulties with my studies..i struggled very hard with my chemistry..very chi cham tat time X.X

May
semester exam started..n was a chaos..i think..=_= didnt really do well in the exam...plus that time i was constantly having problems with the magazine planning thingy (thePalm) ..me n my partner in Graphics Department have different view and taste of certain styles...very hard indeed..plus PUTIT WANTED HIS FACE TO BE ON THE FRONT COVER!!! >.< as for the prefects duty..it's getting more fun as i was in a diff group this year, wasnt under tat *toot* *toot**toot* Discipline leader anymore, muahahaha! i was placed under Susanto's group n had made a lot of good friends. btw, Chinese Club was also getting more n more merrier during that time. ooo~~ i miss my Chinese Club buddies`~ XD

June
FIFA WorldCup started! yesh!!! but as..u know..SPM's coming..my mum didnt allow me to watch with my dad T_T n thn there's the Chinese Club, organizing an interschool chess competition, had a lot of fun! :D GRSS Chinese Club 2005-06 was the BEST! XD n oh, i think around this time too that i had dillema with erm..sum complicated relationship problems :p childish me

July
England couldnt make it into the final!!! arrrrggh~~ *wrath* but hey, Brazil was sent home too!! muahahahahahaha *more evil laughs* n yesh...this was the last month for me being a 'hardworking' prefect XD we were all LIBERATED in this month! muahaha! but still, i miss those days,..really..esp the daily duty at gates...usu me, hil, n mangyik (we often being placed at the same gate at the same day, tat's y i get to know them better) would tok crap nonstop..but if the *toot* leader was around..we would all pretend to be 'discipined'...n after he turned to walk off, we would thn started to make faces at his back...oh well..this is our life as a prefect :) we had fun, n also had pain (when we were 'mercilessly' scolded by tat *toot*)...n the rest of the prefects in my group, esp Amy, Jeremy, all my form 6 seniors, I MISS YOU ALL~~ XD

Aug
this is my month. MY BIRTHDAY!!! n it fell on the Malam Kebudayan this year, so i went, for the first time, to watch the show, with the free RM30 ticket i got as a credit for helping the teachers to design the Malam Keduyaan poster n brochures :p Aug 06 was also the time where most ppl started to kintio about their studies...teachers givin us more n more work n exercises to do...@.@ i drank coffee nearly everyday tat time..n oh! worse still, my pc kena brontok virus!!! aaagh~~

Sept
Prefect Dinner!!! Mock Exam!!! I WON 3rd IN THE DRAWING COMPETITION WHICH WON ME 50% SCHOLARSHIP AT LUCT!!!! in short...this was mixed emotions month...happiness, sadness, stressfulness, proudness, laziness etc etc.n oh, Ken Chen from 5J came to rescue my pc from those sickening brontok virus! ha!!

Oct
MY BABY WAS OUT IN THIS MONTH!!! :D lol...yea, me n the rest of Sidang Redaksi members' baby :p GRSS school magazine thePalm vol.42 was a total success n i think we had created history for our school..hiakhiakhiakhiak ;) everybody love the mag alot, except for the face tat appeared on the front cover..u know hus tat face is...=_= our beloved headmaster...anyway, tension began to rise this month. just a few more weeks left to the student torturing event-- SPM. n automatically i began to do more exercises as usual, bought alot of latihan to do..photostate tons n tons of other states papers....getting tips as much as possible...everyone was doing the same thing =_= n the trend for that month was ---PHOTOSTATE!!!! spent like more thn RM60 just for those 'they-sed-is-cun-one' papers...

Nov
SPM!!!!! the darkest period of the year~~ where bombs n bullets flying everywhere~~ enemies attacking into our feeble brains~~ aaah~~ almost pass out during the 'war'..........i was just adding spices into my story. ok, so now it's over. thank god. this marked the end of our high school years...i had really really studied HARD for this important exam. eventhough there's still fears of my result might not reach my target...i have no regrets :) at least i'd put all my efforts into it. 'what will come, will come. n u'll hav to meet it, when it does.' i always remember this. i just hope for the best to come ;)

Dec
this month is a Party Marathon Party. with SPM's over n high school's ended (for sum), we are all so high n happy n crazy, so we threw parties around XD for me, i attended 6 parties to be exact ^.^''' n 4 of them r just for 5I ppl one...gosh...my classmates really know how to celebrate their freedom....n yesh!! i'm approved for having FULL SCHOLARSHIP at LUCT for Creative Multimedia degree courses~~ nyaaaaaa~~ so happy! so now, one thing's for sure, tat i'm moving towards my dream of becoming a professional designer :) my mum still ragu-ragu of letting me go to LUCT. she sed:' still got other uni le...wait again...' oh well...for my opinion on this this, plz read my previous posts...

so this is my 2006. eventful. n fruitful.

i'd learnt alot this year...n began to have the strong will to earn my own money, n to achieve my dreams...my family has grow alot too (as in mentally), esp my mother. she will always stand tall no matter what happens to her or us. as for my dad, honestly...he 'deteriorates' in this year...i know i souldnt say bad things about our parents...but..i dont wana tell more, just tat, he dissappoints us alot. :) but nvm, i believe next year he will improve :)

it;s sad too..to leave my frens...everyone is going towards their own path...but i guess with the help of Internet n MSN n Blog, we can still contact with each other, no matter where we are :) really, to all my frens, i earnestly say :" I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER!! n never ever lost contact ok?" if u guys miss me just log on to my blog :) my blog will owez be opened for every one of my friends :) all the best to you all in 2007!!!

i say goodbye 2006, i'll still remember every day.

n i welcome you, 2007 :)

the day with J's :D

today i went out with the J's :p felt abit 'paiseh' coz it was suppposed to be a small 5J gathering =_=''' but anyways, i was the one who planned the date and the movie to watch n thn let faye, mangyik n hil to invite the others :) (mangyik wanted so much to go out again with us so i just planned this 'outing' today :p)

we were supposed to meet n hav lunch at Pizza Hut opposite TunJugah at 11.30pm. but since my dad leaves for work at 9 sth n i would not hav transport after tat, i reached Parkson first at about 10 am....one n a half hour early... ooww~ first time see so few people wondering inside Parkson XD so i just took my time...also wandering around abit..... thn went to the lower floor to purchase my friend's comic book! :D
tada~~ the comic book! author is sze shyang! (forgot to take pics of him ^.^U) this comic book mostly features Kuching's ppl lifestyle :) more info plz log on to his official website :) oh btw, i also got his signature too! hehe :p

later after that, i walked over to Sarawak Plaza (it's been quite a long time since i set foot in tat shoppin complex) oh well...still the same old shops with the same old things...sum adidas shoes ae nice though..but they r all over RM100...one sandal also costs about RM200...rich bastards =_= ( a phrase got from Ouran High School Host Club) n oh! when i reached the 3rd floor, i met two of my Chinese Clubs juniors!! one is Hui Ying's sis n the other is Pei Ying, both working at Memories (the gift shop) so i stopped at there n chatted with them for almost half an hour :p hehe, they r such cute friends. we used to play together during Chinese Club activities n meetings XD
*my face is so big! O.O'''* ok, the girl hu's sticking out her tongue is Peiying while the other is HuiYing's sis...sorry, i forgot her name ^.^'''

so i arrived at Pizza Hut cun cun 11.30 pm, with Faye n Chris Chung oledy inside :) n ppl started to come after tat..hil n gary..thn joseph..thn aaron (izit the correct spellin?)...thn mangyik...n the last ones were jonathan, caleb..n a guy whom i only know his face but not his name..sorry ^.^''' *edited: he's fred* n yea, i was the only 5I..tat's y i sed i felt quite 'paiseh' (most of my classmates dont mix around with J much, n my close frens once wondered how come i can mix with them ^.^''') :p but we all had fun anyway, n omg! these guys really can EAT! we ordered 1 big size pizza.. n 3 regular..n they finished them ALL! caleb ate alot! so did the other guys! they started to chit chat away while enjoying the food n i just sat there n listened to them..it's quite hard for me to blend in with their conversations as their english is too fluent for me n they tok in fast speed..esp Chris...^.^''' but it's also fun listening to them tok, n gary was just so funny! XD he's obsess with Honey and Clover (an anime) n is in love with Yamada (one of the main female characters inside) he kept mentioned her name just now! sheesh! first Cameron now Yamada XD

ok, so here are sum of the pics i took at Pizza Hut :p
*left to right* faye, hil, aaron, joseph...n gary's hand holding the knife =_='''
chris n gary...
muahahaha~ gary looks so gentleman in this pic! n he told me last night tat he's photoshy!

the guys..mangyik n me ;) btw, tat's mangyik's hand trying to block my face!
n we spent RM100++ for the Pizzas......
n i personally like this pic bery much...taken by chris 'accidentally' when i put my cam on the table...

so after the pizza lunch, we went straight to theStar cineplex to get our tickets. Chris Chin, Isabel n Terri joined us to watch the movie >> Night at the Museum! n i'm tellin u, this movie is far more greater thn Eragon!!! the movie is so awesome! unexpected things keep happening troughout the whole movie tat make u either shock or laugh until ur stomach aches! it's also a very meaningful movie! well i'm not gona make the review here. dont want any spoilers for u guys. if u wana know, go watch it urself at the cinema n it's worth it! XD
btw, we also took photos like..erm...'sakai' inside the cineplex =_='''

me and the J friends...
oh n, we noticed sumthing funny...look at these photos below..

since when Jay becoms Chow Yun Fat, Chow Yun Fat becomes Gong Li, n Gong Li herself becoms Jay??????!! omg! we all had a good laugh when we saw this!
i think we'd bought the whole 'N' row....
oh, n we saw this new movie poster too~~ it's Cadaver, a thailand horror@ghost movie!! i'm not going to post the poster here as it looks quite gruesome n i dont want my blog to be haunted later :p
.....ya, it's about tat....

most of them straight went home after the movie, which ended around 3.30pm. they need to attend a church youth prom night today. so just left me n mangyik. n both of us walked back to Parkson again for some windowshopping XD agian...along the way we took photos like we're from ulu kapit..went to Waterfront..n waseh! so many ang mohs today le!!! can see ang moh ppl on the streets, in Parkson, at Waterfront....lucky for them coz today didnt rain for the whole day XD

the boat, the ang mohs and the dustbin family...i just lurv taking photos :)

*still waiting for the pics to upload..for like..10 mins now...grrr..*

ok, since the internet connection has worsen. n i;m kinda lost my mood to continue posting the pics -_- how i wish the line will be back to normal tomolo so tat i can WATCH ANIME ON YOUTUBE!!!! eeesh T_T....

anyways. me n mangyik just walked around inside Parkson. she wana buy a 'formal' shoe..sth like sneakers to wear at KL one....but we couldnt find the target at Parkson so we tried Sarawak Plaza instead...ended up buying sum junk food to eat at the cafeteria n waiting for our car to come :p

*damn earthquake..cant post pics now. i'm losing my patience oledy*

*sigh* 3 weeks..plz come quickly....~.~ i beg you~~ i want my usual 'internet-life' back~~~

out and back

okok, ignore my previous post. was trap in a dark land full of skeletons and blood pools everywhere, evil spirits swarming around.....but i managed to get out of that creepy place by playing the song 'Innocent Sorrow' in the max volumne n all the stuff at the place got all blown away :)

yeah~~ new great song is found!!! Innocent Sorrow by Abingdon Boy School. it's the opening theme for the anime D.Gray-man~~ for all japops or anime lovers out there, be sure to get this rock song. i give it 9 out of 10!! :D

finally, LimKokWing had approved my application for full scholarship. yesh~ as expected, muahahahaha~ *ehem* well, the LUCT Kuching Campus first called me yesterday, thn today they called again but this time it's from the Cyberjaya Campus one. n they congratulated me~! :D :D :D they wouldn't want to miss out a genius like me right? XD ok, don't flame me, i'm just joking. i'm still very humble :p

i'm going for the Creative Multimedia degree course btw, but i still have a year of foundation to complete here first at Kuching campus, b4 heading off to the Cyberjaya one. so it'll take me 4 years to complete the whole course. i'm so excited about my new journey at LUCT right now :D the fact of not needing to wear uniform to uni has already make me so-

ok, my mum had just come in n spoiled my bubbly mood again. i'm thrown back into the darkness of the land where only occupied by the skeletons and evil spirits.

my mum doesnt like LUCT tat much as b4 because of its new location. she still wants me to wait for replies from UTAR n Sedaya n MMU. but sed maybe i can go to one of these Unis too if the offer n etc are good. BUT heck! to tell the truth, i only wrote to UTAR MMU n Sedaya just because my parents told me to! they want me to go to a more decent uni thn LUCT tat situated in KL so i had no choice but to wtite to them! my interest to study design n art at LUCT is 100% n to be honest. i hav no interest in persuing my dreams at the other unis. well, except for TheOne. but till now i hvn sent in the letter to The One coz of f*cking cheaplak printer!

oh great, i'm back in the dark land. n i;m readied to be flamed by my sis.

what a way to complete a post.

exorcize me

i'm fragile i'm weak i'm lonely i'm lost i'm confused i'm pathetic...

i'm just 17 and very fake. the cover is pretty but the inside is hideous.

how long will i live i wonder. O green world is getting crueler and harsher. just why cant everything be simpler?

i'm still 17 and very fake.

peace.

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seems like most of the countries in South East Asia got affected by the earthquake that happened in Taiwan...this explains why my internet connection was like 'kou sai' yesterday :3

i couldnt sign in MSN, couldnt go to Youtube to watch Ouran High School Host Club (an anime...), couldnt visit Club Bleach Forum, couldnt get my fav songs, couldnt look for D.Gray-man..in short, i couldnt do the things which i usu do when i'm onlline =_= n the only places that i could go are Blogger and DevianArt. what the?? n only after 12 am today that i FINALLY can do anything i want in internet! =_='''

worse still, my sis was planning on giving me job to do today tru MSN n now?? becoz of the stupiak connection i was almost bored to death at home! seriously! n infront of my pc! so now my sis will send me the job tomolo..n the deadline is TOMOLO EVENING!!! O.O'''

okok..rush hour tomolo is. as in the morning i need to go n get myself a passport so that i can go to Singapore next month. hope the process wont take long. thn when i get home, i'll quickly switch on my pc n wait for the job.... aaah..heki heki~ no problem one XD as i'm quite famous for my speed in particular anything esp drawing but except eating :p

ok thn...this was how i spent my whole day without internet.

9.30 am till 12.30 pm - sit patiently infront of my pc n tried for like dozens times to sign myself into msn or go to my fav websites...in the end failed...so i viewed my collection of anime pics that stored in my pc...

1.30 pm till 3 pm - drew alot of crappy drawings...only 2 turned out nice enuf...

3 pm onwards - tried to sign in but to no avail again. indulged myself with photoshop...posted my crappy drawings into Deviant art...

7 pm till 8 pm - sat in the living room........

9.pm onwards - took out my D.Gray-man anime and watched again...actually i just listened to it =_= i was sketching sum pics again tat time....

12 am till now - YATTA!!! I CAN FINALLY USE INTERNET FREELY~!!! n for tat i waited for a whole day... go die lar u streamyx..T_T

my mum sed i was used to using internet for a whole day oledy when she saw me lying on the bed..with white bubbles coming out from my mouth. i'm just joking. well anyway i guess she;'s right. i must not rely on internet tooooo much. i sud do sth else like drawing or reading :) but oh well, it;'s HOLS!! this is the only time tat i can log onto internet whenever i want..must not waste the best chance of viewing anime non-stop!

okok, my craps shall end here. need to wake up damn early tomolo...so sweet dreams everyone! thank god that my internet connection cameback to life again! nyaaaaa~~
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drawings that were done yesterday..the day without internet ^.^U...

i watch too much D.Gray-man recently.....

the last 5I party, 2006. the end

.... something is wrong with my internet connection. it went haywire since this morning, won't even sign me into MSN or let me watch animes on YouTube.....O.O'''' *shakes modem violently* hey hey! do you get a cold or sumthing??i know that the weather these days are kinda freaky, but still u still hav a mistress to serve~~!!!! T_T

life without internet sure is hell...relo... but thank god it still allows me to type this post! *sigh*

anyways, last night was the last gathering for 5I students at Priscilla's house, which also kinda served as a Christmas gathering :) and everyone was asked to wear RED to heat up the christmas atmosphere :p so here are some of the picsss~ + candid shots! Muahaha!! wheeeeee~~ :D

yaya, the host! :D

the guys...EeHung, Gordon and Kokphin are chatting happily :)

me and Phyllis and Yingying ;)

i think he just came back from Hawaii......what a huge shock for all of us when he arrived like tat!

hohoho~! like wad wenli sed in her blog. those with cameras were busy taking PHOTOS!!

oh yeah~ XD

after dinner, we all enjoyed ourselves with the '5I video' that Priscillas had documented :p

me and my best friend-Ruth! frens forever :D
well, after that, Pris gave each of us a questionair to fill in. asking sum erm...sticky questions ^.^U thn everyone was bz fillin in thier answers. n tat moment of silence freakily reminded me of exam time..=_=''''
good buddies XD
haha..yes..we're sisters..ehem...buahahahaha! XD n here come sum candid shots!!! :p
told u! they r cousins!!!
Pris also gave everyone of us a present! gosh!!! tat's so good of her *touching touching* T_T so everyone was darn happy to receive a christmas present, esp this guy.....=_=
happy Aylwin...
and the happy family...
thn GROUP PHOTO!!! :D n we were posing the same pose for like 10 minutes just to take this group pics! Pris's dad acted as the camera man n was responsible for more thn 6 cameras!!!
too bad not all of 5I went last night, as they are already at outer space..ehem..
n so these are the presents i recieved last night. one from Pris, one from Cin, n the other from Allan (me n him kinda made a trade. he wanted me to download n burnt the Gundam Seed Destiny Final Plus for him, so i kinda forced him to buy me sth in return as a christmas gift since he was in KL when he requested for the anime...i'm bad..:p)
so i opened Pris gift first, n saw THIS!!!! O.O'''
wait...there's sth written on the box..
n so these are the presents. a photoframe from pris, a small notebook from Cin, n the guitar keychain from allan. thank u very very very much! XD
n this is wad written inside the card pris gave me one.
thnx, pris. u are so sweet :) but well..i'm sure tat i'll change :p into a better person, n a much brighter star :)
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well...it's been 2 whole years that i study and play and grow together with them. i really really miss the times we had during classes...teasing our teachers...playing pranks on each other...celebrating birthdays with either wicked or humourous way....discussing science subjects together... ah great. time flies. now is time for me to say 'bye bye' to these memorable scenes, n greet 'hello' to the uni life.

but i promise that i wont forget these moments we'd shared together :) because you are all part of my life now. without you all, there'll be an empty hole in my story book. so u guys are really important to me :)

to all my 5I friends, i say "LONG LIVE OUR 5I KINGDOM!"
to my 5J friends, esp Faye, Mangyik n Hil, i say "YOU GUYS ROCKS TOO!"
and to everyone, i say "FRIENDS FOREVER and LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR FUTURE!" :D

We wish you a Merry Christmas~
We wish you a Merry Christmas~
We wish you a Merry Christmas~
And a Happy New Year~~~~

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ *throws snowballs*

heck..no snow in Malaysia. oh well...

*throws mudballs~~**

:p

let u see my tiny little christmas tree i bought 2 yrs ago :)
pretty?? n so where do i put it???
just beside my bed~~~~ yummy..my room looks so comfortable..don't cha think so? hehhee

but then, my mum suggested yesterday that :" lets put that tree of urs in the living room."

n so, here it is~~ together with sum candles n my big sock that my aunt gav me last year...

TADA~~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

but don't forget about the comic book i mentioned earlier in the previous post. must support my friend :D

ATTENTION!!!!! KUCHING LANG~~~~

*plz full view*

*ehem* all Kuching ppl~~ must go to Parkson there on 30th Dec to support and purchase this comic book! RM18 per book! all drawn by one of my art friends, Sze Shyang! he's a real talented artist! i really admire his creativity and drawing skills! :D :D :D :D so all my frens, yes, U! must go and support him!! ^_^